Bad at life.
Posted 09 March 10 @ 11:44. Filed under Life, School, Ryan. 4 comments.
I know I’m bad at blogging these days… hell, I’m bad at life in general. I procrastinate way too much on Aywas, and when I get myself banned there (temporarily, of course) to have more time to focus on school and actually get some work done… I bring back a dead habit and end up on Wajas. What the fuck.
I’m sitting in Starbucks right now, and I kind of want a coffee and a donut but I’m going to resist that temptation… for today, at least.
Just a basic, quick rundown of stuff for this entry.
- This Saturday, the 13th, is 10 months for me and Ryan. REALLY looking forward to it, we haven’t been on a proper date in ages and I managed to get an early shift at work.
- The past week has been so stressful because of school. Many tears were shed.
- Last Monday, I woke up with food poisoning. It was really fun -_- if you guys want more nasty, TMI information, I can post all about it next entry XD
- I’m procrastinating right now, huuuuuurr.
Okay, I’m done. I hope to get the new layout up by next entry.
Burning Chrome.
Posted 18 February 10 @ 23:19. Filed under Family, Ryan. 3 comments.
Title of a short story I had the pleasure of reading in my Literature of Science Fiction course earlier this quarter.
It’s been a while. I apologize for my on-off blogging. I just can’t seem to drag up enough energy to write new entries as often as I used to. Monthly seems to be doing it for me. I think 
So… a few months ago Ryan said he was considering doing a one-month teaching internship thing in China during summer 2010. Last month Ryan told me he’d made his decision and was going. He had put in the application and everything. I was a bit upset, because he made up his mind two weeks before he told me… and didn’t tell me then. He waited. I honestly feel it would have been better to tell me right when he decided to go rather than wait. I mean, the results would have been the same. Me crying a lot. And yes, that did happen… I cried for ages in his arms, I couldn’t stop! The hell is wrong with me…
On the 13th (five days ago) it was 9 months for us ♥ but because it was Chinese New Year’s Eve we couldn’t go out. So instead, he came over for family dinner with my parents, my douchebag older sister, and myself. I had drawn him a little something, a creation that I like to call Kittyfaces (or Retarded Kittyfaces, depending on what I’ve drawn), and he laughed and laughed because it was so cute but retarded at the same time 
We celebrated Valentine’s on the 16th rather than the 14th, due to the holidays, but it was fine. After class we went to his house where we exchanged gifts. I got him a cute little octopus plush (inside joke) and a note on which I’d drawn another giant Kittyface X3. He got me a fluffy soft bear Pillow Pet! I love it so much &heart; I’ve named him Ryanbeaw! :3
So about my douchebag sister… well, Wednesday morning we got into a bit of a fistfight. She was demanding a hug from me, as she was flying home to Washington and I wouldn’t see her as I was going to school, but everyone in my family knows I’m not touchy-feely with family members except my mom. I said no three times and she wouldn’t shut up, so she took my phone and said she wouldn’t give it back unless I hugged her. So I kind of lost it, went over and put my knee in her ribs to try and get it back. Long story short, I punched her leg, she pushed me back and was choking me slightly before smacking me in the head.
Yeah, I regret not punching her in her ribs. Or her face. Which hurts more?
School’s been okay. Work’s been okay. Oh, and did I mention I’ve now given up horseback riding? Yes, I have, though I assure everyone it was a difficult choice to make—not that I had a choice.
Total earned from red envelopes: $237. Rawk.
